It is Winter
Even in California it feels like winter. Heavy rains, blistering winds, surf advisory, and short days. I sleep more. I eat more. I stay inside.
My home is my hide out. It’s where I want to be. Hibernating. Meditating. Going inward. And I like it. It feels good. It’s where I go to re-boot, to re-charge, to re-invent.
My home is an extension of me. I surround myself with things that I like: inherited furniture, antiques like my grandmother’s grandfather clock, art work that I buy, artwork that I create, photographs of family, deceased as well as alive, things like pretty bowls, candlesticks (lots of them), figures, sculptures, and lamps casting a muted glow.
I relax being among my things. They speak to me. They tell stories and I listen. My home is alive. I feel the energy. My sanctuary. Not just a place to be in between work, travel, visits, or exploring. Without my home I would be half the person I am.
My home is my base. Without it I would be lost. I’ve had many, many homes and the longest I’ve been in one is six years and the shortest is six months. Every time, however, I make it my home. My spirit resides there. Inside the walls I become me. It is where I know who I am.
Then I go out into the world and bring my me as I relate to other people. I give and I receive energy from others and I go back home to re-boot. A never ending exchange of energy that I embrace in my home.
Create your home whether it’s a single room or a mansion. Let your energy flow into the space and become you.
Like you, I am a confirmed hearth-hugger, especially in the wintertime. I don’t even want to imagine the pain of being homeless.
Enjoy this time of rest and withdrawal.
Good post. I just picked up a 19th Century book called The Genius of Solitude by a poet named Alger. He was more attached to the seasons, probably a reflection of his era, but you and Alger share similar outlooks . . . two centuries apart!
I’m a consummate introvert, Elizabeth, and love the cozy warmth of home. It’s where I recharge. I love the way you describe the place that brings you back to yourself. And winter is the perfect time to do that. 🙂
Love the giving and receiving of energy you find in the world. And the fact you always make the places where you live your home.
And the current of energy crackling through your words here is testament to you.
Thank you.
Thank you for the kind words
My first thought in winter is to stay inside and light candles too. I love to cocoon. But, when I force myself to go outside in the brisk air and wind, I always feel such exhilaration! Thank you for sharing this beautiful post!
You’re welcome Laurie ❣️